urgh...

I still can't make the words. In fact, every time I try to put them into words, not only do I lose them, I get a massive headache. And after that headache, it feels like I just lost some of that knowledge.

Since it seems to be dangerous to continue thinking about it, I'll just let it come to me when the time comes.

And Winger, every explanation you placed in my Chatbox prior to this post isn't what I'm trying to say at all. You're the person who should least understand what I'm trying to say. I'm not putting you down or criticising you, but it is so.

Anyway, I ate something bad... So I'm gonna go watch some anime to forget the bitterness.